

There is no Problem in a Third World. In Third World the only problem that need to be solved is mathematical one. Pure imagination opposed to pure emotion of the Second, Inner world. Only emotion of my Second world is misery, so to get out I must jump out from my eyes to the First material world of objective reality which cannot be really objective for no one, and this thought, this very thought opens a portal to Third World. World of Now and Here, which explodes with wonders and relevations of the moment, no past no future, that speaks to you through the noise. Just make it quiet enought, make it quiet and then I would love to hear you scream! No meditation can get me there - it's just a teasing, truly, sad skipping of my noisy train of thought, boring waiting on the station. I need to become the train again, not the passenger, thoughtles and powerfull train, knows it's destination, just ride the rails. I know what I dream of, I am afraid it will not come out perfect. So I'm waiting on the station, closing my eyes, missing my trains, focusing trying trying trying no to go there again, not today.



